this month
alot alot alot! of negative things happen...
what i noe
three people had passes away within the 1st two week of this month which is january 09.
then came my life..
shortage of wealth, haha, money is important too.. my pay for about a month i haven get..
like WTF.. i in need of money cause i onli ask my parents for duit mkn only..
the rest i use my own money, Etc. my school book, bills, clothing..
but i dun mind... im not complaining about it..
every person has it ups and down..
then about this B person.
i was told not to go on wif this B bcos B is liking someone.
this B used to like me.. but then i soo called reject B bcos i was dating my ex..
but now i am trying to appriciate this B, people are being encouraging to me by teasing and disturbing me wif B.. that gave me the spirit to go on wif B.
i was dissapointed when i wasnt encourage to go on wif her.
maybe later B things that B giving high hopes to me and B much more like it just to be friends.
thats what ive been told.
im okae wif that onli 4\10 okae..
the rest are still recovering..
btw im at work now.. and i saw dydy..
i was soo happy to see him...
i felt soo soft hearted (i dun even noe what that means,haha!) that point of time..
i think bcos i have enjoy soo much time wif B and dydy last sat night..
i just felt like wanna talk to him, but too bad im working..
maybe later during my break i try to find him and express my fellings.. i really need someone to talk too now.. dydy is a great listner.. he gives very raw (open and truful) comments
i have to stop now... im going for my break now...
Events events and events...
-chingay 09
-telok kurau performance
-bro wedding
-cuzzin sister wedding
p.s very hard to let the felling go away
