Wednesday, December 30, 2009
issues...
i always feel that im being used or something, feel soo the used up by people. i layan2 then somehow they ditch me lah, but not in a life boy ditch girl. like dating halfway then a sudden stop. but this one is not also call a date also. wtf did i do wrong huh.. im just normal. i not an expert about this kind of stuff and things but i really want a long date that i used to have with this BITCH than she ditches me!
i want a sincere and pleasent date. just a date, but not into a relationship. i guess that maybe u have to much commitments outside other than school work home. i know why u started to give me changes. im just really confused are u sincere that ur giving me chances. soo suddent. alot of my friends say dont give up u. its like ur the only one im thinking for a long relationship date since i broke up with my last ex, dats what i want, but i cant see u often and u have to much activities outside. for me. i have much things too but i can manage time maybe to meet u or sumting.... im willingly to..
asking u out is also like stirke 4d sia. once in a blue moon only. like mac donalds shakers fries promo doesnt last long.
but please, i have somethings to tell u, its personal. maybe u will get mad at me.
sheesh! i think im not the guy material that girls need. im not despo for anything. the one thing i wanna get back on track is my love life. i feel like a gay u know! almost everyday with aidil only.. somore he has a gf. im not jelouse. in my life, i can have no gf but i must have alot of friends behind me. but my currents situation is, got alot of friends but all contactless.only a few, they also bz with work and thier life too. zas! i just have to go with the flow. ape nk kene. kene jek lah.
"kate skater mah. jatuh luke2 tetap nk try lagi sampai dpt" dats for u girl.. remember that i wont stop on you.
